DongWoon Oppa

Yeah DongWoon Oppa!!!!

I love the background..make me more happy when see it...

I'll be full of energy whenever see it....hahahaha..

XDDD..

JUST KIDDING....I already got him stick against my room's wall...Always see him.

The facts of myself

Just now I post about the facts of GodWoon..And now how about the facts of me..The facts of myself...

Hahaha..Maybe this is kind of stupid..

What is that??A girl talking about herself...Isn't it "BABO"..hahaha....

Maybe people think I'm stupid and didn't know to be shameful..Talking about my own facts..XDD

However,I just do it for fun though..

XDDD..

Let's get started then...

I love to eat too..

Even how much I eat I won't get any fatty or anything..Still stayed skinny..Maybe people who see me will say that I didn't eat enough but I do eat a lot though..One day need to eat at least 5 times meals....XDDD...

However no matter how much I eat I won't get fat...

The next facts of me...I'm not good in sports or anything..I hate sports actually..I don't have any interest with it...But I interested in cooking and baking..Eating new things..Trying new things...

If I got any chance golden chance I would like to go to Japan and Korea to try new things..Try those seafood that are freshly and no need to cook to be eat...

Try the natural taste of it..

Next,I'm not good in anything..I just know to drawing and writing story...Even if I'm good in something it was because I worked hard for it...I want to do it well.

I love to listen to music..Music is just like part of my life....It inspired me a lot...It makes my mood change when listen different kind of music....It gives a different feel for me when listen to any kind of music...

Well,that's all I can think of...

My favorite quote, "NOTHING IS BETTER THAN EATING,MUSIC IS LIFE"

The Facts of GodWoon..(DongWoon Oppa)

The facts of GODWOON..DongWoon Oppa....

What a cute guy...Clumsy and also love to eat...His really like a maknae even though his appearance was mature and like an adult..However,he just so silly and like a kid always asking his Hyungs to do that and do this..He such a maknae..a kyeopta maknae..I love this facts so much....It makes me love him more...

He likes to eat a lot

He surprisingly has low self-esteem even though he always calls himself “MALE GOD” (always wants to prove his worth or something like that?)

I think he’s always been pretty popular in school, when he was at JYP, when he’s with other idols, he seems to know a lot of people. He calls himself the captain of 91line but he gets bullied around a lot and treated like a baby with everyone.

He really looks up to his hyungs & respects them though

He’s very clumsy, falls down a lot, also bad at sports, bad at dancing, bad at anything physical. Kind of lazy too.

I think he’s the smartest member of beast though, I could be wrong but he’s known to be able to do math easily and he’s good at speaking! His dad is a university professor & author and I think DongWoon got a lot of his wisdom from him.

Despite his appearances he’s pretty immature & silly sometimes lol ~true maknae~

He’s a really big fan of WheeSung, I think he was the one who inspired DongWoon to become an idol in the first place.

I believe,I'm loving you

I have a short poem here.Dedicated to every one...Girls or Boys are just suit with it...Maybe it was kinda corny..Here you go,

All the day I feels like my heart is broken,

My stuffy heart just thumping on its own,

Today without any coffee,

I can't go to sleep because of the thoughts of you in my mind,

Someone please tell me,

Am I crazy?

It is strange,

That I don't see you as friend,

I just will move closer to you first,

I believe I will only love you,

I will love you more starting a day,

I always believe I will always wait for you,

Hurry and take my heart,

I am loving you,

It's really strange because I'm awestruck by every thing you do,

There is something about your movements,

You might not know it,but there us something special about you,

Every time I close my eyes,

I try to imagine you lending your hand,

Every day we cans hare our dreams,

I will love all of you,

I believe you will end up knowing my heart,

I like you,

I belong to you,

I believe,always believe any time come and find me,

I will say my love,

I believe until my heart hurts,

I will whisper to myself I am loving you...

End of my poem,hope it will be good though....

소문났어요

A girl who wrote a break up letter to his boyfriend...

"I heard that rumor,that you were really happy with that girl who you had met and that you brag about her.I don't know what is it mean by that???I really get mess up when I think of you.Every time I heard a bout you,I ended up messing up that day.Why should I felt like you still belong to me when you had gone?The way you talked that made me fall in love with you at first right.However,right now the way you talk didn't make me fall in love with you but make me get disappointed and sad about you.Why did I have to face all of these?Your eyes and smile that melted my messed up heart.How can my love do this?Are you happy without me?Is that what you wish?How can you bring someone else into my spot?When will my heart calm down to your news,your name?When can I get over all of these?I,I gotta let go.I gotta let you go.

I don't know if you heard or not but these days I'm very busy because I ended up crying if I'm alone.

I'm confused and live in blankness.When will my heart be able to call the times we spent just memories?Even though you were happy,you should have hid it form me.You should had hide it from someone you love before.It was hurt for that person.At least try to understand a bit of my painful heart.Your honest self,I really hate it.My stupid heart,my stupid heart inly knows one.And that's you.So how can it possible for me to bring someone else into your spot?If you came back,if I can wish for anything I want you next to me.The happy memories ,they are all just tears for me...."

This is it..your sincerely, no your love nor your beloved...just a simple letter...the first and also the last letter for him...

This is the Whole new ME

Listen to G.Na 's song entitled "Rumors"...

The sound of that music make me remember back the past that I had been through..

Bitter,Sour,Sweet, even Tasteless...

All of it gathered together...

Last year I had been through a lot of things..

Make me think mature now..I'm not gonna childish or do any decisions easily...

The song of it make me think of the past..

Every day wake up went to school just hope to that person and then wait for recess and also time go home to see if can met him or not.I think my life last year just like that..No change at all until One day I had realized it by myself not to think childish anymore and be mature..

I put down every thing and started walking towards ...No more looked back to the past...

I tell myself that there are too much things for us to discovered in this world and I should put down those unnecessary things and walked towards to the bright future that is waiting for me to step in..So I should put down those non sense and walked forwards..Never look back again...

While I was listening to the song entitled ,"Rumors" sung by G.Na,it makes me think of the past and make me realized that the thing I had do is all true..Put down and walk towards..No regret of it and just walk and walk never think of the past nor look to the past..

Even though I didn't look back anymore but I just bear in my mind those Bitter,Sweet,Sour and Tasteless moment in my mind..It was one of our challenge that we should been through before we step into the maturity world...I just bear those moments in my mind...So that I won't step to the wrong way again...Those moment will remind me that don't ever step to the wrong pathway again..

I bear it in mind..

So one day it will remind me not to do it again..not to step again to the same pathway I did in the past...

Well,This is how the song inspire me..It inspired me to think of the past and think of what I had did are all true..Step out from that Childish world and step to The Maturity world...Start a whole new life and don't ever step back to the wrong world again..

I should be mature now..Not anymore childish thinking when I had got my lessons last year...

Yeah,the age like this should be mature already...

Not so long I'll be turn to 18 already..In that age I should I had my own thinking ,decisions and also not making any decisions without thinking because it will bring me back again to the wrong world..

I get my LESSONS already after last year....

I had start my new year with new life....

I wanna kiss you again,Ma Boy...

It's hurt the way you smile to me.I still remembered it.Boy,I still can't get over you.I never forget you,boy.I can't remember how many years it has been like that ever since we broke up.I always thinking about you.Even though,during Friday night I always dress up myself because we used to go out date.I dress up myself with perfume and pretty look because I don't want you to be look down by the public.It's all because of you.

But I cry every time when I think about you.Grabbing the dress I had choose while crying badly.Remember that we had broke up.Why am I so eager to see you again?This is just sound so stupid.Didn't put down yet the old love.The sounds of rain droplets leave me heart shaken up because remembering me that the day we broke up.It was still raining.

Boy,I regret giving you my love.I regret getting attached to you.I regret holding you back.Why do I have to face the pain alone?Why is it me?Boy,I regret every thing.

I had tried to be your only girl.And did you ever understood my heart?Boy,did you ever try to understand my heart?ow it became the compass of broken love.I just keep feeling the pain.Tears are falling down just like the rain droplets and soaks the dry lips of mine.Oh boy,what should I do?What had get into me?Tell me,boy.Is it because of you ,my boy?

Now I can't erase you out of my mind.You're just like a tattoo that had carve into me.Can't get out of me.I cried a lot because of you.After you leaving me,I cried every night.I laughed a lot because of you.Boy,because of you.Did you hear that,boy?I believe in the love because of you.I've lost everything also because of you.I felt stupid.I'm speechless ,suffocating and lonely.The world without you had in my dignity.Torn apart my heart.So,why do you have to left me behind?How can you be that cruel?

The day we broke up ,you've stared at me wordlessly.You're stared at nothing else but me.Those trembling gazes for me.You just give me an awkwardly force smile and then speaks of our separation.It makes me gone insane with that word.

Why do I have to face the pain a lone?You've told me to leave and the moment you leave,you treat me as if I'm madness.

No,it just too hard.Then I cried silently and wordlessly because I want to stay nest to you.My love is always true,wanna go back to when I was with you.

I miss you.I need you,boy.Rewind back the time when we were together.I wanna kiss you again,my boy.My heart aches.It's too much to bear already.And where'd you gone?I cried a lot.I can't live without you.Please come back to me and stay with me.

Boy,Please come back.....

Welcome to the LOVE paradise

You're pretty,

I can't leave you alone,

Just stay beside me,

You're ma Girl,

I love you baby wanna Girl,

Your smile made my day,

Smile for me,

You're my only Girl,

My beautiful baby Girl,

I love you baby,more and more,

Wherever you go,

Say to every one,you're ma Girl,

Sometimes when you look at this side of me,

You tease me and say I look dumb,

Perhaps,you're the one who make me look dumb,

Whenever be with you,I will felt that I look like a dumb,

But That's how much I love you,

I love you baby Girl,

You're ma Girl,

My only Girl,

I'm not the easy type of person,

To quickly change Girl,

I'm special,

Don't compare me to average guys,

I'm the first class man,

There's no doubt,

Follow me so don't hesitate,

Your feeling which you can't contain,

Welcome to the LOVE paradise,

I can't be without you,ma Girl.

Start Over

I wanna start a girl's love story again..

I wanna mixed it up already..

Sometimes be Girl's love story and sometimes be Boy's love story..

Hope I won't get confused with it if I write it both...

Hope I won't make a mistake of it..

Just hope people will like it..

I enjoy a lot writing it and I hope people who read will be enjoy reading it too..

Kamsahabnida...

I,Clenching my fists tight

I remembered that we used to be so close.Everyone are green eyes with us.Everyone always keep praising about our strong bond being together.However,the reality struck which told me to stop loving you.To leave you.I also don't wish to let you go.I just didn't know what to do.I felt that sending you away is a wrong decision.I want you by my side.

Back then,we used to eat a same flavor of ice-cream.We shared everything with each other.I used to feed you with ice-cream.And you will always turn to me with your brilliant smile which made my day so much.I remembered every thing about you especially your old attitude that always so forgetful and being late during our date.You always such a clumsy and forgetful person.Yet,I still loving you because those are the best moment when we are together.

However,I did a wrong decisions that letting you go.That night after our date,when I went home.My dad told me that he will work in another states which is far away from Seoul.He told me that we will move and never return to Seoul again.that was what made us separated.I didn't want to tell you directly about it because I don't want you to wait fro me for your whole life.I don't want you to put any hope on something that is impossible.

I called you out that night and we met at the park.I told you to go away.I told you to leave me and said that I didn't like you anymore.I told something very cruel.After tat,you slapped on me and just walked away from me.In that moment,I felt hurtful not because of the hurt on my face that you'd slapped but the hurt was inside.I never thought sending you away would be that hurt.I wanted to embrace you with my two arms,but I couldn't do that.Tears falls that night when looking you walked away from me.That was the first time my tears fall out.

Afterwards,I returned to my home and told myself that I will send you away.So you can go to be happy without hesitated and waiting for me.But it was hard to do than thinking.Sit back on my bed and clenching my fists tight while holding the picture of you and I with a smile on our face.I started to cry again.Lying down on my bed and staring to the ceiling .There was liquid around my eyelid and it was tears which fall down.I was thinking back about what I had told you just now.We can't meet again,now we really can't meet.I bit my lips at these cold icy words.I don't want to look back.I don't want to ever look back.I told myself over and over again,but I can't do that.

Unconsciously,I fell asleep and the dreams of finding you appeared.Dreaming that I just staring at your back and you don't smile back while looking at me.However,I happily greet you even though there is no response from you.I do this so that I want end up regretting after I wake up from this dream.

Day by day,it had past for 3 weeks with a life that we didn't meet each other.You didn't ever call me or leaving any messages to me.It wasn't so easy to fill up a blank space in the heart.The memories of both of us just shine a light to where w e are.I wandered at the front of the cinema where we use to hang out during weekends night.We always went to that cinema to watch movie and you used to be late because you're forgetful.I went to that cinema again to see if I will see you again or not before I go.Sit back one the bench and watching people pass by.I waited there for 3 hours until midnight ,12 o'clock.But ,you didn't shown up again.I had wandered at that street for 3 weeks ever since we separated.I went there back to back to see if I could see you or not.But no,you didn't show up even once.

It was the last day already.My dad had done all the procedure of moving to Canada.Even the last day you didn't show up too.I just walked back home.I didn't know it was this hard walking back home.My heart is too stuffed up.I kept telling myself to live better and fight this off.But,no matter how much I tell myself ,it was never work.I t was so hard because thoughts of you roam in my mind.

After that night,I had moved to Canada with my dad.When I reached there,I try my best to forget you.Even thought I tell myself that I will forget a girl like you and never look at a girl like you but again I can't forget you.

This story had been 2 years ago before I leaving Seoul and I still can't forget you.The smile of yours always played in my mind.We love each other ,we really love each other.But why are we ended like this?That was just not making sense.Leaving for 2 years already and never heard about you.Where did you go already,GIRL???

파이팅!!!

OMO!!!!!!!!!!!

I realized that I kept writing sad love story..But where is the HAPPY one???
Omo!!

What to do???The story I write last night also sad one...

아니,아니,아니!!!!

I want to write something happy...

Well,how about forget what I post before about the last already sad love story..

Just mixed it up then..

It will be more fun than just write one.....only.....

하나, 둘, 셋....파이팅!!!

(1,2,3....HWAITING!!!)

OMO!!OMO!!OMO!!

OMO!OMO!OMO!OMO!OMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I read back those things I write and post before in my blog..

Omo!!!What a shame of it..

I'm surely person who crazy about love...

Perhaps,those days LOVE are really get into me..

It really knocked out me..

But now I successfully walked out from that "LOVE WELL"

I won't let myself being knocked into those things again..

It's alright..No More No more...

Never ever be again..

SINGLE LIFE ALWAYS IS THE BEST...

CLEAN AND SIMPLE

Today BLOG'S THEME is Clean and Simple...

LOL!!!

I would like to have a clean and simple blog...

My idea is coming out already..Will update soon my blog with story....

HWAITING!!

Omo!!!Wrong Photo!!

OMO!!Maybe that photo I shown before will be next time..

I'll cut it next time with that style..

The last sad love story for now on

Okay,that post with tittle"Yet,I'm regretting so much" is the last sad love story...I will start to write happy love story..It will be the last one already from now..And will work hard for the happy love story...

The last I mean is for now on only..But in the future it will be still sad and happy love story...

Keep looking forward of it..

HWAITING!!!!

Yet,I'm regretting so much...

This is a story about a boy who regret of sending the girl she love away from him...He really missed that girl and want her to come back to him..But will the girl come back to him at the end???

"I never wanted to admit it.I never thought we were ending like this.But I gotta say,I still LOVE you."

I can't remember what I did today.I was waiting for your call and I ended up doing nothing at home and just sit back.I felt sorry about it.I really miss you and in my mind I can still see the images of you.I get really regret of didn't picked up the phone and called you back then.If I have one more chance I would like to call you and not waiting for you to call me.

The word"BREAK UP" is still unfamiliar for me.So,I couldn't say anything about it yet.I still haven't learned about breaking up and still not sure what sadness means for me...I don't wanna say goodbye to you yet.So for now even if you leave me I won't believe it.Tears won't come out because I know that you won't leave me yet...because I love you a lot.But I can feel little by little that my eyes are getting teary and I guess it's the beginning of it now..The beginning for us to be separated.

I wanna rewind every thing about us when the both of us sitting together and laughing together.You and I are laughing in this picture.Yet,I couldn't get far of rewind it because the loneliness wrapping around me.It makes me so sad and teary.I spent my night with tears.After you left,the sad love has built a falling love spaceship.

I never thought that call of that day will be that important..If I just picked up the phone and call you,then maybe you won't leave me yet.I just live in darkness and blankness after the leaving of you.After sending you away from me and from this world.You've lingered in my mind all day ,all night.Yet,you've left and I can't do anything about it.I just have to face it.Now I want to catch you.But now I can't love if it's not you.

I miss when I would look at you and you would smile back to me with your brilliant smile.No matter how I try and try ,we probably can't be together again.The fact is that I wasn't a decent man lingers on my mind.And I keep regretting about that.

I never knew it will be that hurt so much.If I knew ,I would just picked up the phone and call you.Then you won't be in another "world" now.Rewind the time so I could have held you back and never let you go.

I miss you,my girl.Miss you.Yet, I couldn't reach my hand to you now because you're at another "world".I still regret of it...

O,andwae!

오, 안돼!(o,andwae!)

I feel that I don't want to go back to my profile first..wanna hang out in my bro's profile first because when I see the update of the Kpop party I felt I wanna go too...argh!!Why is it that cruel???Why didn't they come to Sabah..I want them to be here...huhu...

I wanna see them...

I wanna to go to see BEAST//B2ST

How I wish I could also go to Kpop DigiLiveParty at Kuala Lumpur...

Huhuhu...

Beast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I really want to see them with my barely own eyes...

Huhuhu..I wish I could go there to see them...But then I realized that I shouldn't dream much more..I wouldn't have that chance to see them..

Man...Haizzzzzzzzzzz.....

I wanna see them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Especially DONGWOONIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Argh!!!Make me gone crazy already...

My "Twins"?

A few picture of her with short hair
OMO!!I found my "TWINS"..

hehehe...

Not really "twins" just that she had the same birthdate with me...

She also born in 24 July...but older than me...she born in 1988 but I born in 1993...Our difference of age is about 5 years...

She is quite pretty..From the Korean Girls Group KARA...

Her name is Han Seung Yeon...

예, 매우 만족..

And soon I gonna cut my hair like her..

Like her hair so much

I'll be update my created story by Tomorrow

Well,I will continue to post my created story by tomorrow...

Still a lot of the story not done yet..Need hard work and time to do it..

Lack of idea already...

But try my best to done the story as soon as possible...

Keep it up..(SAY IT TO MYSELF)HWAITING!!!

Crazy LOVE for you

Words that my girl always said.She always complaining about herself.She always thought that she is not perfect for me.These are the words she always said,

"Why my face look chubby?Why my clothes seem like getting smaller?Ugh..I'm getting chubbier again..."

Those are what she always complaining about.And now,I would write a short passage that created especially for you,my girl.You might won't be complaining again after you read these.Trust me,baby girl.You're perfect and special enough for me.

This passage is just for you.You know this is it.Listen...

Girl,why do you keep complaining about your clothes getting smaller and complain again.Hey baby, why are you like this again?You always complain that you got chubbier.However,girl,you know what,you are the prettiest girl in my very own eyes.I don't care of whatever you are wearing as long as you're always beautiful for me.Baby,just be yourself.Don't deny again.

Because in my eyes every thing about you are beautiful.Even if I have every thing in the world,if I don' have you,then I can't do it anymore,my girl.You are the only one for me.I like you the best and you're the prettiest in my eyes.

I only need you.The true you and not the one keep change herself because of me.Wherever you pass by,your charms will spill all over.That is what I call,"You're the prettiest."And I'm going to engrave you in my heart that you're the most important in my life.

And,Hey girl,did you realize that when you walk on the sidewalk,the guys will look at you.I feel like they are starring at you.That is only mean that even your walking is so pretty and spill all over.Happiness is what I feel now.The presence of you full of happiness.You left a deep mark in my heart.Even when someone else comes to me,I won't even look at them,my love.You are the only one for me.

You are just so special for me.With a petite figure and a short height and of course a small face and soft hair of you that make me feel like I'm the luckiest guy to have you.I want you and to hug you.Always embrace you in my arms.So,baby,stop complain about yourself that you're too chubby because every where I went,I just want to keep you by my side.

An,dgirl,don't listen to those who say badly of you.they are just envy with the beautiful you have.It's just another price for you being beautiful.You don't have to worry over those things because you and I just fall in love all night long.No one could stop us now.I like you the best.I belong with you.Crazy over you.Love you,baby...

From:Your Only LOVE

Happy Story Return

So I' been updating the sad love stories recently..So how about a turning point here...

I would like to write a happy love story after this...

It will be more nice and touch with happy love story than sad love story...

Okay..I had decided..Write a happy love story now...

Yeah!!!

HWAITING!!!!

I'm sorry,Girl.(A boy who regret a lot after sending the only one he love away and wish she could come back to him again)

Zex : I'm sorry,girl.Let;s break up now.

Zen : sob*Speechless*

I still regret a lot after said those words to you,my girl.I wanna turn back times .I wish I could turn back times and never say those words to you.After the leaving of you,my life became blankness.

Yes,I ever try to erase the presence of you.But it never works out.Even if I try ,your name is still remembered.I can't forget you.I know it was all my fault .I, who is the one pushed your clinging body away from me.I;m the one who leave you.I really regretted after sending you away from me.I miss you,miss you,my girl.The last moment between us is cornering me to the edge of the cliff.It hurts so much.I couldn't forget it.

The time passes and passes.And the pain becomes a memory.If only you can return to me again with the kind of heart that loving me.How I wish you would return to me.I'm sorry,girl.I know I shouldn't hurt you.

I even locked my stupid self inside the room .My mind is blank and I go crazy and crazy from the thoughts of you.The day we used to be together and hanging out together.No matter how much I call and call your name,you aren't there anymore.Because I know I'm the one who had leave you.

100 times of sorry won't be enough for you.I know it.However,I just want you to know about these.I'm crumbling without you and I blamed my stupid self for not get a hold of you back then.Looking at myself regretting a lot after sending you away.I miss you,I need you,I'm sorry.No way you will come to me again.

The day I said those words to you and leaving with smiling as if there is nothing wrong.It's all lie.I just pretend to.Please come back to me.I didn't mean to leave you but I just have my own reason of it.I realized that I suspected you already,girl.But I don't want to keep on like this because I know it will hurt you a lot.So,I choose a way that leaving you and this might be work for me from being suspected you.Maybe I was just only selfish and loving you too much already and make me to have such a thought to leaving you.I'm sorry,girl.After leaving you,I find myself loving you even more.Stay by me,girl.I can't forget you even if I die.

Girl,if inly you could see this please wait for me at that place we used to hang out and at that spot we used to stand with.I won't send you away again after this because I can't live a day without you,my girl.

From the sadness of sending you away ,I keep on drinking alcohol.Try to make myself unconscious from thinking of you crazily.I could empty the full glass of it and get drunk.I crave you all over again but I can't do anything after losing you.My world is on pause and every thing was just stop.And right in the middle of it all in my world,you're there,my girl.My world is on pause because of you.I'm sorry, girl.Please come back to me again.

Baby,Please turn around once more(Flashback of a boy)

I was wandering around at the street.Trying to find the thing that had gone.However,I just couldn't find it anymore.Wandering around without any people in the street.I shout out in the street.It was dark and the spotlight was on me.Suddenly, a flashback came to me.There was a scene that appear in front of me,Just right in front the street I walked through.

We have happy day all the time when we are together.The smile on your face was unforgettable .It always in my mind.My very eyes that only had you in my sight.I couldn't get over it.Your brilliant smile,girl that made up my day,my life.Your appearance when you called my name.I still remember it.I walked through the street and wished to catch up that scene.The scene that you showed your brilliant smile to me.Yet,it gone when I tried to reach it.

I remember all of the memories we have.Tears start to fall when I wander in search for you.Baby,I miss you.Baby, please turn around once more,just once more for me.Look at me while smiling.Your brilliant smile was remembered.

But now you are leaving me alone.There are still promises between us but it ain't to be fulfilled anymore because you are leaving me.You just didn't turn around once more for me.I just left with crying every night when I think about you.This parting has left nothing but biting wounds behind.It's hurt so much,Girl...

Having a deja-vu this year with the story I write

So I discovered that I wrote a lot of girls' love story last year and I quite of bored with it already..So how about an DEJA-VU this year...writing a boys' love story this year...

I will have an upside down this year..

Change it to boys' love story..I find that it was much fun when writing boys' love story...even I'm not a boy but I just use my imagination to write it and pretend that I'm a boy here to write out the story..However,all of it are normal love no gay or homosexual here..hehehe

So I enjoy writing it too..

I have a lot of fun with it..

And I hope you guys will love it too..

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I don't wanna say goodbye,Girl

"We just broke up already then.No need to think more,I've decided.I know you also have the same thought as me."

A letter was delivered to me and the content was written with those resentful words.I don't want you to go,don't leave yet please.Once, we were having a charming love just like in the movie,Yet's it is having a sad love too like in the movie.I really don't want to let you go.However,my stupid self just watched after the separating and do nothing.My first love,my first time too , girl.

But,nonetheless,you only know how to love but you did not know what is love.The true meaning of love.It makes me so sick of it already.I even ever thought that you just had to leave me and every thing will be okay.Yet, it was not that easy at all.All of this is because I don't wanna say goodbye to you.And this is why you and I became like this.Our love being fade away but I still don;t wanna say goodbye.But I never thought you will be the one who say goodbye first before me.

Girl,you know I don't wanna let you go.That's why it brings us to be like this.A guilty situation.

Every thing had changed after you left me.I bet you still the same.Holding the phone and didn't do anything .Yet, thought of me will call you again.To tell the truth,I also like you indeed.I can't get use with the life that without you.

Everytime when I try to say goodbye to you,it'll be pathetic of me because of your charming and when I look at you I will go crazy and crazy.And that's why,I lift my pen and write what I want to say.And eventually I bumped into you,but I can't say anything.It's too hard for me to say goodbye to you.A tightly fist but in a blankness mind.I cried.It's really hard to say such a words to you.

But never thought that you'll be the one to say.I saw you today in the shopping center.You're just fine with that expressions.However,I can tell that your voice was different from yesterday and even your different expressions after telling me goodbye.You had leave a bruise in my heart.You're just being calm and steady after saying goodbye to me.

As for me,my tears drop like a raindrops when looking at you.I don't wanna say goodbye...

A boy's Diary (Because of you)

The first time I saw you,my heart starts to flutter.Thump,thump.The sounds still freshly in my mind .Even though I don't say anything to you about how my feeling towards you,but you're always in my mind.I keep only thinking of you.

The time we got knocked down at the corridor ,my heart had started flutter when looking at you.You are like the shiny girl for me.After that moment,I keep on with a thought that I wanna stay with you and wanna love you.Here is my confession to you,my shiny girl.I tel you something,listen.

I will try to slowly move closer to you and will always smile for you because you're my baby girl who lighten up my life.The first sight love.The first time I saw you,I could see the light that is softly move from the heaven.You're like an angel for me.Even though I seem don't like to smile at first,eventually I will try to smile at the end for you.I know you also wish me to do so.

Every time you walked passes me,my heart will starts flutter.The sound of thump,thump will be heard again.I keep on thinking of you.Even I don't say anything ,you know.

My life had changed because of you.The presence of you in my life had turned me to a whole new person.A shiny boy for my shiny girl.It's because of you,girl.You might don't know this.The more and more I look at you,the more and more I will miss you.Every day closes my eyes I will saw you,my shiny girl.I miss you even more.Why am I like this?Is that what you call love,girl?I didn't know anything about it.The only thing that I know is that I', going to confess to you,my girl.As for you ,my shiny girl,all you have to do is stay with me like how you are doing right now.Always appear in my world whenever I want to see you,my shiny girl.

Girl,I want you.All I want is you.All I know is I must love you,girl.

So,here ,my baby girl,will you come to me softly?Always by my side and always be around when I need you.Will you smile at me when you look at me?You don't have to make an answer for me right now.Take your time.Time is not a matter as long as you give me the answer.The only question here is that will you eventually smile?Girl,you also know how I feel as well.

Again my heart starts flutter when I think about you.Thump,thump.Could it be love?Every time I looked at the worlds through the glasses made up of you.It will full of bright light that cheered me up.Everything in the world is pretty and so beautiful.The flowers that bloom with blossom.And girl, as you know I am not the type of person who express it like this,the words just came out from me unintentionally whenever I saw you.Whenever I look at you,my heart will get hot and I think its roughly like 100 degrees.Burning up.My heart that continue to grow like a balloon is about to pop up now.Here, please take it from me.I think you are the suitable and worthy person to have my heart that had pop out.

It's because of you and I had turned to be like this.You don't know about this,my shiny girl.I can't do anything for a whole day because of you.Keep thinking of you and can't get to work.What should I do?And finally I realized that this is what we call LOVE ,girl.

Girl, stay by my side .You are my special girl.You are my girl.Now, I will only look at you.It will be only you,my shiny girl,in my eyes.No one but you.I want you , girl.Must be love.It must be love around the air now.I must love you,my shiny girl.

The Words "I Love You"사랑합니다(PART 2)

I pushed him away and pass through him,"Don't touch me and don't act that you know me so much."

When I was about to walk away,Gray suddenly sounded,"Dear Gray,I love you and want to be with you."

I turned to him ,"What ?But How?"

"You're as a duck takes to water to be fool.This had taught you that don't let your enemy to have your weakness on their hand,"Gray nodded.

"No, no , no ,"I screamed and my face turned to red which was as red as an apple.

From that moment ,I had to follow whatever Gray told me to do.This was due with the promises that we had made between us.Gray told me that I should listen to whatever he said.I shouldn't disobeyed him.If I did it he will read out the letter once again to my classmates.I could not let him to do that again.I couldn't take a risk of it.It had been my embarrassing moment in my life.It had take a lot of time for me to heal the injure in my heart and I couldn't let him to do that again.In order of it,I had to listen any orders from Gray.

"Now,Vic,you're my servant,"Gray said.

"Yes,my lord,"I nodded with unsatisfiedly.

Gray just treated me like a servant.He asked me to do every thing.He asked me to help him out with his home work and school project.Yet,sometimes Gray also helped me when I was fell asleep while helping him.He did it by his own.When I woke up ,everything had done.

However,one day when I went to school and directly walked into my class ,every one looked at me with a smile on their face.I was just confused and did not know what had happen.Out of the blue,I heard Gray's voice.He read out loud the love letter I gave him before in primary school.He said he would not and he had promise it.But why did Gray break the promise?

I cried and ran to the school's corridor I cried alone there.Why?Why am I such a fool that being fool around as a duck takes to water.I was such a fool.I hate myself for believing Gray the jerk that much.I should realized that Gray was an untrusted person.I stopped crying and walked to the class.I did not care of how my classmates look at me.I just be myself and walked in without fear.

"Okay,Class.Take out your English book and turn to page 153.Who would like to read it out?Any volunteer?"Miss Florence whispered out.

"I will do the reading,Miss Flo,"Gray put up his hand and nodded.

When Gray started to read,every one turned to him.He did not read the exact text actually instead he was confessing to me,"I would like to say sorry to the person I love because keep hurting her like that.I'm really sorry Victorica.I have keep this words for a long time already.It had been 5 years already ever since we separated when primary school.Now, I should let the words being heard by the one I love,Victorica.I love you 사랑합니다 (salanghabnida)."

My face turned into red colour.I was blushing badly.First,I was thinking that was that a joke from Gray again.Yet, it wasn't , he was actually confessing to me right in front of the class and Miss Flo too.I couldn't believe it.That was the sweetest and unforgettable words that I ever heard.The words,"I love you" still freshly in my mind.It was unforgettable words from Gray.

Let It Snow By Kiseung(B2ST//BEAST)

Let it snow, Let it snow
다가와 안아줘 내게 돌아와줘
(dagawa anajwo naege dolawajwo)
Let it snow, Let it snow
난 다시 잠들어 꿈에서 기다려 널
(nan dasi jamdeuleo kkumeseo gidaryeo neol)

행복했던 너와의 시간이 다시 올 순 없는지
(haengbokkaessdeon neowaui sigani dasi ol sun eopsneunji)
(너 돌아올 수 없는지, 널 내게 줄 수 없는지)
(neo dolaol su eopsneunji, neol naege jul su eopsneunji)
I don’t know why I’m doing this
You’re ma sweetie, girl, ma lady
차가워진 날 안아줘 my love
(chagawojin nal anajwo my love)

너의 입술을 너의 키스를 바래
(neoui ipsuleul neoui kiss reul barae)
너의 사랑를 원해 (네 사랑을 원해)
(neoui sarangeul wonhae / ni sarangeul wonhae)
너의 진심을 바래 (네 진심을 바래)
(neoui jinsimeul barae / ni jinsimeul barae)
오늘 밤 너를 원해
(oneul bam neoreul wonhae)
너의 전부를 너의 모든 걸 원해
(neoui jeonbureul neoui modeun geol wonhae)
(baby love you girl, baby love you girl)

Let it snow, Let it snow
너에게 다가가 다시 손을 잡아
(neoege dagaga dasi soneul japa)
Let it snow, Let it snow
난 다시 떨려와 그때로 돌아가
(nan dasi tteolryeowa geuttaero dolaga)

소중했던 너와의 시간을 다시 줄 순 없는지
(sojunghaessdeon neowaui siganeul dasi jul sun eopsneunji)
(다시 너 올 순 없는지, 널 갖을 수는 없는지)
(dasi neo ol sun eopsneunji, neol gajeul suneun eopsneunji)
I don’t know why I’m doing this
You’re ma sweetie, girl, ma lady
다시 내게로 돌아와 my baby
(dasi naegero dolawa my baby)

너의 입술을 너의 키스를 바래
(neoui ipsuleul neoui kiss reul barae)
너의 사랑을 원해 (네 사랑을 원해)
(neoui sarangeul wonhae / ni sarangeul wonhae)
너의 진심을 바래 (네 진심을 바래)
(neoui jinsimeul barae / ni jinsimeul barae)
오늘 밤 너를 원해
(oneul bam neoreul wonhae)
너의 전부를 너의 모든 걸 원해
(neoui jeonbureul neoui modeun geol wonhae)
(baby love you girl, baby love you girl)

눈이 오는 오늘도 이 곳에서
(nuni oneun oneuldo i goseseo)
네가 오길 나는 기다려, 다시 너 웃으며 올 것 같아서
(nega ogil naneun gidaryeo, dasi neo useumyeo ol geos gachaseo)
혹시 안 온데도 나는 여기 있을게
(hoksi an ondedo naneun yeogi isseulge)
Baby love you girl, baby love you girl
Baby love you girl

Let it snow
Let it snow
Let it snow