Useless daughter

Ever since I got my result,umma keep nagging on me even scold me for being immature and didn't help her to get "revenge" of it...

I just looking umma when she nagging at me like this :

When she nagging more and more I turned to this and tears staring flowing through my cheek..eyes getting red :

And then I will cry out and questioning myself why is it I have to did like this to her until umma get very disappointed with me...It was all my fault..I'm an useless daughter for her...can't help her at all...

Cry and cry questioning myself that I 'm such a useless daughter for my parents...Without me they might will live in more better than with my appearance in this family...

전 집에있어요.

It's been a while I din't update my blog because I was really busy with my fanfic in http://www.asianfanfics.com/ I can't stop from writing it..continue and continue just like that i always continue writing it....But now I had back...I will try to update my blog again.Won't let it be alone again...XDD

I learn this kind of selca from CUBE FAMILY...They had teach me taking selca like this...^^

고려.

Wow..

I learn a lot of things during these days of holiday while waiting for my exam result..

I had learn of house work such as cooking and every thing..

I had learned how to cook soup, sweet soup and many more..

I even know how to fried foods and vegetables...

These holidays really got a lot of things that I had get from it..

It was not useless or wasting holiday for me....

I also had reached to the world of reality too by my mum's nagging..

My mum keep nagging about me..

Making me wake up from my dreams..

Even though I still hold tight with my own dream....

Dream are not what we live for whole live...

Just something that motivate us but can't be live with dream only..

Need to be realistic...

Maybe what my mum said was true..

"STOP DREAMING ALREADY!"

"AND BE REALISTIC!!"

Perhaps she's right about it..

Perhaps I should put down my dream of being translator or anything else and just be a School teacher..

Maybe that dream of mine just can be my hobby after I done my work...

Yeah!!I made up my mind....Be a school teacher....

And that dream of mine just bear in my mind and keep it...

I can learn Korean right after I done my work(this is reference to the future)

Yeah,who said be a teacher can't learn Korean??Or any foreign languages?No,No one isn't it..So I can have it as my hobby after my work..

A part time activities right after I done my work..

SO yeah my mum was right..besides being a teacher what else I can do??

Nothing at all....

Besides being a teacher,all the jobs that are available just didn't have a permanent salary at all...

Perhaps,being a teacher is my pathway to live on in th future...

Okay I had decide that be a teacher and Learning Korean languages is my part time activities...

화이팅!!!

From today I'll try my best to learn Korean..

I'll use it in my blog when I was posting something...

So I can Improve it!!!

화이팅!!!

모두들 화이팅!!!

내가 할 수 믿습니다.

Hwaiting!!!!

해피 데이!

해피 데이!흥분!

Happy day!Excited!

So excited with the upcoming Shock MV(Japanese version)

I'd been looking forward it so much..I can't wait for it so much..

It was tonight!

Tonight will be the night...

The special night...

Yesterday i was unhappy and now,today I'm so happy and excited with tonight!

Can't long for it!!!!!!!!!!

나쁜 일.

Yesterday was a bad day for me...

My mum was nagging about me for whole day...

It was such a hard day for yesterday...

야!!!!!!!!!!!!

Such a bad day yesterday..It was hard to go through yesterday..

ᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮᅮ

넌센스 가지 내가했다!

CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!CRAP I HAVE DURING HOLIDAY!

난 너무 바보입니까?

내가 어떻게 그렇게 바보처럼 보이죠?

My day

I'm blank here..

No idea of writing any stories or what..

Maybe I just update my daily life then..

About what I had been through today and what is the happy and sad things that had happen today...

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::NOW PLAYING JUST BEFORE SHOCK:::::::::::::::::::::::::::

What had happen today was...I woke up early and thought that my mum would took me to cut my hair..However,my mum turned to me and said to me..

"Oh yes,I forgot about that" while keep making tart...

Well what I was thinking was.."oh man!!how could she???I woke up early just want her to take me to cut my hair but then she just realized about it..

Firstly, I really get very mad with my mum because I had woke up early but then she just said one word that's it"I forgot."Then every thing was cancel...

Never mind then,just let it be tomorrow....

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::NOW PLAYING TAKE CARE OF MY GIRLFRIEND:::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm desperate right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When will I get to know Korean?????????????????

Now,I had learned it..and I know to read it already and also with some of my friend help in FACEBOOK I'm getting understand about Korean language..But then until now I just know to read it but I don't understand of what the meaning of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Could anybody help me?????????????

I need help right now!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know to read it but don't know what the meaning of it.................

SO DESPERATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Water and fruits also important...

Okay,I'm done with it...

So that's it..

Those are what I have to take care of my skin...

Still how much I have still couldn't get a clear and clean face..

And now I realized that he use of Toner and scrub only not enough to have a clean and clear skin but also eat a lot of fruits and drink a lot of water also important...

Okay,I'll have to do it..

Let's do it..

HWAITING!!

The Body Shop Fanatic

The Body Shop Fanatic...

However,I couldn't have the cologne and perfume that I wish to have which is The White musk Use by DongWoon Oppa...

THE STUFF FOR HAIR

These are the stuff for my hair...

The mousse,The Fixing Gel,the Colour Protection detangler,and the shampoo..

KYAA~~~

Perfume of The Body Shop

The perfume that we have...

Not only me who have perfume but also my family..

My dad also have one..

His is for Men only...

See the green one it was his...

And other then that were mine and my mum

However,I wish to have the White Musk one which is use by DongWoon oppa...

My Daily Life

1) I'll have wash my face and scrub my face.

2) I'll have the toner which help to reduce inflammation of the skin, add water-binding agents and natural moisturizing ingredients to the skin, as well as help remove those last traces of make-up and add some lightweight moisturizing ingredients to the skin.

3) I'll have my day cream to protect from the sunshine.

4) Lastly,have a moisture...

The end this is what I do in my daily life to keep my face clean

OMO OMO OMO!!!

Omo!!!!I really didn't realized that it was February already..Omo Omo Omo!!Why is it that fast????Really didn't have any idea of it...

I didn't update my blog for at least 1 week already..

Really didn't realized about it..

But I 'll updated it today.

Since I'm free today...

Check out the update later..

It was my SECRET of keeping my clean skin...

KYAA~~~

My SECRET

I wanna have a clean and no pimples face so I always follow all of these step...

1. Skipping for at least 200 times every morning.To have a healthy and tough body.
2. Next,do all the housework to keep my body tough.
3. Drink water at least 2 to 3 bottles of water(Tupperware bottle).Drink much water can clean the blackheads in our skin.
4. When bathing have to scrubbing my face to scrub out all the blackheads to have a clean face..
5. After scrubbing and came out from the bathroom,I have the toner to clean my face to have a clean face.
6. Next,eat fruits most of the time after lunch or dinner.At least 2 apples a day.
7. After that,before sleeping wash up my face to move out the oil in my face with a handkerchief...clean in properly and then put on toner again.Then go to sleep.It will be perfectly fine..

I repeat and repeat the steps back to back to keep my skin clean and to have a tough body...

I hope I will have a "tofu" skin...

I even always hide myself at room with air conditioner with cold condition just to have a white skin..and prevent from exposing myself to the sun...

The facts of myself

Just now I post about the facts of GodWoon..And now how about the facts of me..The facts of myself...

Hahaha..Maybe this is kind of stupid..

What is that??A girl talking about herself...Isn't it "BABO"..hahaha....

Maybe people think I'm stupid and didn't know to be shameful..Talking about my own facts..XDD

However,I just do it for fun though..

XDDD..

Let's get started then...

I love to eat too..

Even how much I eat I won't get any fatty or anything..Still stayed skinny..Maybe people who see me will say that I didn't eat enough but I do eat a lot though..One day need to eat at least 5 times meals....XDDD...

However no matter how much I eat I won't get fat...

The next facts of me...I'm not good in sports or anything..I hate sports actually..I don't have any interest with it...But I interested in cooking and baking..Eating new things..Trying new things...

If I got any chance golden chance I would like to go to Japan and Korea to try new things..Try those seafood that are freshly and no need to cook to be eat...

Try the natural taste of it..

Next,I'm not good in anything..I just know to drawing and writing story...Even if I'm good in something it was because I worked hard for it...I want to do it well.

I love to listen to music..Music is just like part of my life....It inspired me a lot...It makes my mood change when listen different kind of music....It gives a different feel for me when listen to any kind of music...

Well,that's all I can think of...

My favorite quote, "NOTHING IS BETTER THAN EATING,MUSIC IS LIFE"

This is the Whole new ME

Listen to G.Na 's song entitled "Rumors"...

The sound of that music make me remember back the past that I had been through..

Bitter,Sour,Sweet, even Tasteless...

All of it gathered together...

Last year I had been through a lot of things..

Make me think mature now..I'm not gonna childish or do any decisions easily...

The song of it make me think of the past..

Every day wake up went to school just hope to that person and then wait for recess and also time go home to see if can met him or not.I think my life last year just like that..No change at all until One day I had realized it by myself not to think childish anymore and be mature..

I put down every thing and started walking towards ...No more looked back to the past...

I tell myself that there are too much things for us to discovered in this world and I should put down those unnecessary things and walked towards to the bright future that is waiting for me to step in..So I should put down those non sense and walked forwards..Never look back again...

While I was listening to the song entitled ,"Rumors" sung by G.Na,it makes me think of the past and make me realized that the thing I had do is all true..Put down and walk towards..No regret of it and just walk and walk never think of the past nor look to the past..

Even though I didn't look back anymore but I just bear in my mind those Bitter,Sweet,Sour and Tasteless moment in my mind..It was one of our challenge that we should been through before we step into the maturity world...I just bear those moments in my mind...So that I won't step to the wrong way again...Those moment will remind me that don't ever step to the wrong pathway again..

I bear it in mind..

So one day it will remind me not to do it again..not to step again to the same pathway I did in the past...

Well,This is how the song inspire me..It inspired me to think of the past and think of what I had did are all true..Step out from that Childish world and step to The Maturity world...Start a whole new life and don't ever step back to the wrong world again..

I should be mature now..Not anymore childish thinking when I had got my lessons last year...

Yeah,the age like this should be mature already...

Not so long I'll be turn to 18 already..In that age I should I had my own thinking ,decisions and also not making any decisions without thinking because it will bring me back again to the wrong world..

I get my LESSONS already after last year....

I had start my new year with new life....

OMO!!OMO!!OMO!!

OMO!OMO!OMO!OMO!OMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I read back those things I write and post before in my blog..

Omo!!!What a shame of it..

I'm surely person who crazy about love...

Perhaps,those days LOVE are really get into me..

It really knocked out me..

But now I successfully walked out from that "LOVE WELL"

I won't let myself being knocked into those things again..

It's alright..No More No more...

Never ever be again..

SINGLE LIFE ALWAYS IS THE BEST...

Omo!!!Wrong Photo!!

OMO!!Maybe that photo I shown before will be next time..

I'll cut it next time with that style..

O,andwae!

오, 안돼!(o,andwae!)

I feel that I don't want to go back to my profile first..wanna hang out in my bro's profile first because when I see the update of the Kpop party I felt I wanna go too...argh!!Why is it that cruel???Why didn't they come to Sabah..I want them to be here...huhu...

I wanna see them...