I'm sorry,Girl.(A boy who regret a lot after sending the only one he love away and wish she could come back to him again)

Zex : I'm sorry,girl.Let;s break up now.

Zen : sob*Speechless*

I still regret a lot after said those words to you,my girl.I wanna turn back times .I wish I could turn back times and never say those words to you.After the leaving of you,my life became blankness.

Yes,I ever try to erase the presence of you.But it never works out.Even if I try ,your name is still remembered.I can't forget you.I know it was all my fault .I, who is the one pushed your clinging body away from me.I;m the one who leave you.I really regretted after sending you away from me.I miss you,miss you,my girl.The last moment between us is cornering me to the edge of the cliff.It hurts so much.I couldn't forget it.

The time passes and passes.And the pain becomes a memory.If only you can return to me again with the kind of heart that loving me.How I wish you would return to me.I'm sorry,girl.I know I shouldn't hurt you.

I even locked my stupid self inside the room .My mind is blank and I go crazy and crazy from the thoughts of you.The day we used to be together and hanging out together.No matter how much I call and call your name,you aren't there anymore.Because I know I'm the one who had leave you.

100 times of sorry won't be enough for you.I know it.However,I just want you to know about these.I'm crumbling without you and I blamed my stupid self for not get a hold of you back then.Looking at myself regretting a lot after sending you away.I miss you,I need you,I'm sorry.No way you will come to me again.

The day I said those words to you and leaving with smiling as if there is nothing wrong.It's all lie.I just pretend to.Please come back to me.I didn't mean to leave you but I just have my own reason of it.I realized that I suspected you already,girl.But I don't want to keep on like this because I know it will hurt you a lot.So,I choose a way that leaving you and this might be work for me from being suspected you.Maybe I was just only selfish and loving you too much already and make me to have such a thought to leaving you.I'm sorry,girl.After leaving you,I find myself loving you even more.Stay by me,girl.I can't forget you even if I die.

Girl,if inly you could see this please wait for me at that place we used to hang out and at that spot we used to stand with.I won't send you away again after this because I can't live a day without you,my girl.

From the sadness of sending you away ,I keep on drinking alcohol.Try to make myself unconscious from thinking of you crazily.I could empty the full glass of it and get drunk.I crave you all over again but I can't do anything after losing you.My world is on pause and every thing was just stop.And right in the middle of it all in my world,you're there,my girl.My world is on pause because of you.I'm sorry, girl.Please come back to me again.

Baby,Please turn around once more(Flashback of a boy)

I was wandering around at the street.Trying to find the thing that had gone.However,I just couldn't find it anymore.Wandering around without any people in the street.I shout out in the street.It was dark and the spotlight was on me.Suddenly, a flashback came to me.There was a scene that appear in front of me,Just right in front the street I walked through.

We have happy day all the time when we are together.The smile on your face was unforgettable .It always in my mind.My very eyes that only had you in my sight.I couldn't get over it.Your brilliant smile,girl that made up my day,my life.Your appearance when you called my name.I still remember it.I walked through the street and wished to catch up that scene.The scene that you showed your brilliant smile to me.Yet,it gone when I tried to reach it.

I remember all of the memories we have.Tears start to fall when I wander in search for you.Baby,I miss you.Baby, please turn around once more,just once more for me.Look at me while smiling.Your brilliant smile was remembered.

But now you are leaving me alone.There are still promises between us but it ain't to be fulfilled anymore because you are leaving me.You just didn't turn around once more for me.I just left with crying every night when I think about you.This parting has left nothing but biting wounds behind.It's hurt so much,Girl...

Having a deja-vu this year with the story I write

So I discovered that I wrote a lot of girls' love story last year and I quite of bored with it already..So how about an DEJA-VU this year...writing a boys' love story this year...

I will have an upside down this year..

Change it to boys' love story..I find that it was much fun when writing boys' love story...even I'm not a boy but I just use my imagination to write it and pretend that I'm a boy here to write out the story..However,all of it are normal love no gay or homosexual here..hehehe

So I enjoy writing it too..

I have a lot of fun with it..

And I hope you guys will love it too..

Check it out every time It will be story update...

JJANG!!!

I don't wanna say goodbye,Girl

"We just broke up already then.No need to think more,I've decided.I know you also have the same thought as me."

A letter was delivered to me and the content was written with those resentful words.I don't want you to go,don't leave yet please.Once, we were having a charming love just like in the movie,Yet's it is having a sad love too like in the movie.I really don't want to let you go.However,my stupid self just watched after the separating and do nothing.My first love,my first time too , girl.

But,nonetheless,you only know how to love but you did not know what is love.The true meaning of love.It makes me so sick of it already.I even ever thought that you just had to leave me and every thing will be okay.Yet, it was not that easy at all.All of this is because I don't wanna say goodbye to you.And this is why you and I became like this.Our love being fade away but I still don;t wanna say goodbye.But I never thought you will be the one who say goodbye first before me.

Girl,you know I don't wanna let you go.That's why it brings us to be like this.A guilty situation.

Every thing had changed after you left me.I bet you still the same.Holding the phone and didn't do anything .Yet, thought of me will call you again.To tell the truth,I also like you indeed.I can't get use with the life that without you.

Everytime when I try to say goodbye to you,it'll be pathetic of me because of your charming and when I look at you I will go crazy and crazy.And that's why,I lift my pen and write what I want to say.And eventually I bumped into you,but I can't say anything.It's too hard for me to say goodbye to you.A tightly fist but in a blankness mind.I cried.It's really hard to say such a words to you.

But never thought that you'll be the one to say.I saw you today in the shopping center.You're just fine with that expressions.However,I can tell that your voice was different from yesterday and even your different expressions after telling me goodbye.You had leave a bruise in my heart.You're just being calm and steady after saying goodbye to me.

As for me,my tears drop like a raindrops when looking at you.I don't wanna say goodbye...

A boy's Diary (Because of you)

The first time I saw you,my heart starts to flutter.Thump,thump.The sounds still freshly in my mind .Even though I don't say anything to you about how my feeling towards you,but you're always in my mind.I keep only thinking of you.

The time we got knocked down at the corridor ,my heart had started flutter when looking at you.You are like the shiny girl for me.After that moment,I keep on with a thought that I wanna stay with you and wanna love you.Here is my confession to you,my shiny girl.I tel you something,listen.

I will try to slowly move closer to you and will always smile for you because you're my baby girl who lighten up my life.The first sight love.The first time I saw you,I could see the light that is softly move from the heaven.You're like an angel for me.Even though I seem don't like to smile at first,eventually I will try to smile at the end for you.I know you also wish me to do so.

Every time you walked passes me,my heart will starts flutter.The sound of thump,thump will be heard again.I keep on thinking of you.Even I don't say anything ,you know.

My life had changed because of you.The presence of you in my life had turned me to a whole new person.A shiny boy for my shiny girl.It's because of you,girl.You might don't know this.The more and more I look at you,the more and more I will miss you.Every day closes my eyes I will saw you,my shiny girl.I miss you even more.Why am I like this?Is that what you call love,girl?I didn't know anything about it.The only thing that I know is that I', going to confess to you,my girl.As for you ,my shiny girl,all you have to do is stay with me like how you are doing right now.Always appear in my world whenever I want to see you,my shiny girl.

Girl,I want you.All I want is you.All I know is I must love you,girl.

So,here ,my baby girl,will you come to me softly?Always by my side and always be around when I need you.Will you smile at me when you look at me?You don't have to make an answer for me right now.Take your time.Time is not a matter as long as you give me the answer.The only question here is that will you eventually smile?Girl,you also know how I feel as well.

Again my heart starts flutter when I think about you.Thump,thump.Could it be love?Every time I looked at the worlds through the glasses made up of you.It will full of bright light that cheered me up.Everything in the world is pretty and so beautiful.The flowers that bloom with blossom.And girl, as you know I am not the type of person who express it like this,the words just came out from me unintentionally whenever I saw you.Whenever I look at you,my heart will get hot and I think its roughly like 100 degrees.Burning up.My heart that continue to grow like a balloon is about to pop up now.Here, please take it from me.I think you are the suitable and worthy person to have my heart that had pop out.

It's because of you and I had turned to be like this.You don't know about this,my shiny girl.I can't do anything for a whole day because of you.Keep thinking of you and can't get to work.What should I do?And finally I realized that this is what we call LOVE ,girl.

Girl, stay by my side .You are my special girl.You are my girl.Now, I will only look at you.It will be only you,my shiny girl,in my eyes.No one but you.I want you , girl.Must be love.It must be love around the air now.I must love you,my shiny girl.

The Words "I Love You"사랑합니다(PART 2)

I pushed him away and pass through him,"Don't touch me and don't act that you know me so much."

When I was about to walk away,Gray suddenly sounded,"Dear Gray,I love you and want to be with you."

I turned to him ,"What ?But How?"

"You're as a duck takes to water to be fool.This had taught you that don't let your enemy to have your weakness on their hand,"Gray nodded.

"No, no , no ,"I screamed and my face turned to red which was as red as an apple.

From that moment ,I had to follow whatever Gray told me to do.This was due with the promises that we had made between us.Gray told me that I should listen to whatever he said.I shouldn't disobeyed him.If I did it he will read out the letter once again to my classmates.I could not let him to do that again.I couldn't take a risk of it.It had been my embarrassing moment in my life.It had take a lot of time for me to heal the injure in my heart and I couldn't let him to do that again.In order of it,I had to listen any orders from Gray.

"Now,Vic,you're my servant,"Gray said.

"Yes,my lord,"I nodded with unsatisfiedly.

Gray just treated me like a servant.He asked me to do every thing.He asked me to help him out with his home work and school project.Yet,sometimes Gray also helped me when I was fell asleep while helping him.He did it by his own.When I woke up ,everything had done.

However,one day when I went to school and directly walked into my class ,every one looked at me with a smile on their face.I was just confused and did not know what had happen.Out of the blue,I heard Gray's voice.He read out loud the love letter I gave him before in primary school.He said he would not and he had promise it.But why did Gray break the promise?

I cried and ran to the school's corridor I cried alone there.Why?Why am I such a fool that being fool around as a duck takes to water.I was such a fool.I hate myself for believing Gray the jerk that much.I should realized that Gray was an untrusted person.I stopped crying and walked to the class.I did not care of how my classmates look at me.I just be myself and walked in without fear.

"Okay,Class.Take out your English book and turn to page 153.Who would like to read it out?Any volunteer?"Miss Florence whispered out.

"I will do the reading,Miss Flo,"Gray put up his hand and nodded.

When Gray started to read,every one turned to him.He did not read the exact text actually instead he was confessing to me,"I would like to say sorry to the person I love because keep hurting her like that.I'm really sorry Victorica.I have keep this words for a long time already.It had been 5 years already ever since we separated when primary school.Now, I should let the words being heard by the one I love,Victorica.I love you 사랑합니다 (salanghabnida)."

My face turned into red colour.I was blushing badly.First,I was thinking that was that a joke from Gray again.Yet, it wasn't , he was actually confessing to me right in front of the class and Miss Flo too.I couldn't believe it.That was the sweetest and unforgettable words that I ever heard.The words,"I love you" still freshly in my mind.It was unforgettable words from Gray.

Let It Snow By Kiseung(B2ST//BEAST)

Let it snow, Let it snow
다가와 안아줘 내게 돌아와줘
(dagawa anajwo naege dolawajwo)
Let it snow, Let it snow
난 다시 잠들어 꿈에서 기다려 널
(nan dasi jamdeuleo kkumeseo gidaryeo neol)

행복했던 너와의 시간이 다시 올 순 없는지
(haengbokkaessdeon neowaui sigani dasi ol sun eopsneunji)
(너 돌아올 수 없는지, 널 내게 줄 수 없는지)
(neo dolaol su eopsneunji, neol naege jul su eopsneunji)
I don’t know why I’m doing this
You’re ma sweetie, girl, ma lady
차가워진 날 안아줘 my love
(chagawojin nal anajwo my love)

너의 입술을 너의 키스를 바래
(neoui ipsuleul neoui kiss reul barae)
너의 사랑를 원해 (네 사랑을 원해)
(neoui sarangeul wonhae / ni sarangeul wonhae)
너의 진심을 바래 (네 진심을 바래)
(neoui jinsimeul barae / ni jinsimeul barae)
오늘 밤 너를 원해
(oneul bam neoreul wonhae)
너의 전부를 너의 모든 걸 원해
(neoui jeonbureul neoui modeun geol wonhae)
(baby love you girl, baby love you girl)

Let it snow, Let it snow
너에게 다가가 다시 손을 잡아
(neoege dagaga dasi soneul japa)
Let it snow, Let it snow
난 다시 떨려와 그때로 돌아가
(nan dasi tteolryeowa geuttaero dolaga)

소중했던 너와의 시간을 다시 줄 순 없는지
(sojunghaessdeon neowaui siganeul dasi jul sun eopsneunji)
(다시 너 올 순 없는지, 널 갖을 수는 없는지)
(dasi neo ol sun eopsneunji, neol gajeul suneun eopsneunji)
I don’t know why I’m doing this
You’re ma sweetie, girl, ma lady
다시 내게로 돌아와 my baby
(dasi naegero dolawa my baby)

너의 입술을 너의 키스를 바래
(neoui ipsuleul neoui kiss reul barae)
너의 사랑을 원해 (네 사랑을 원해)
(neoui sarangeul wonhae / ni sarangeul wonhae)
너의 진심을 바래 (네 진심을 바래)
(neoui jinsimeul barae / ni jinsimeul barae)
오늘 밤 너를 원해
(oneul bam neoreul wonhae)
너의 전부를 너의 모든 걸 원해
(neoui jeonbureul neoui modeun geol wonhae)
(baby love you girl, baby love you girl)

눈이 오는 오늘도 이 곳에서
(nuni oneun oneuldo i goseseo)
네가 오길 나는 기다려, 다시 너 웃으며 올 것 같아서
(nega ogil naneun gidaryeo, dasi neo useumyeo ol geos gachaseo)
혹시 안 온데도 나는 여기 있을게
(hoksi an ondedo naneun yeogi isseulge)
Baby love you girl, baby love you girl
Baby love you girl

Let it snow
Let it snow
Let it snow