My true childhood story...

#Staying at home and looking outside the window when it was raining heavily outside#

I remember those wonderful and unforgettable day.I always the happy go round little girl.nothing to get confused or think of.Just playing around like an ordinary kids.Running and running....non stop..never get tired...

I just sat down and listened to SAD MEMORIES BY MBLAQ which is only piano playing in the song..The song sound so beautiful and bring my childhood back to me.

#Flashback the time during I was a kids#

Remember those days we always play around together.The unforgettable memories that I have with you all were when we playing "masak-masak" and selling vegetables outside the field we have in front of the house.Every weekend,every evening,we always played around at outside..and having a crazy evening day at outside..I remember that I'll be the buyer who buy vegetables...

Remember that vegetables that we used to pretend was the grass and flowers we picked from the tree.And also the grasses as the "fresh vegetables" which was the name we given.

It was always the great day being in the childhood moments.We always played around and got nothing to be consider or confused of..Just play our role as a kids who are innocent and playing around...It's the best ever.

#The song that is playing change to CRY BY MBLAQ#

The song that was playing now making me think of sad moments again.

After the day you all move to somewhere else.I never get the happy day like when you guys were around me.I became alone and lonely.So whenever I met up with you I'll be glad and happy but whenever I separated with you I'll be sad and crying alone at night in my room.My mum asked me and even scolded me for stopped me from crying like a fool.It's nonsense to cried like that.However,I can't control because whenever I get back from meeting with you,I'll get sad and missing you a lot and thinking that why time goes by that fast??Why can't we stayed longer???I miss you so much that no one can understand.You're such a sweet person for me..Always treated me nicely and I miss you a lot after spent my day with you and separated with you..I'll always cried whenever listened to the song that were playing while we're together.

#The song changed again into BaBaBa by 4MINUTE#

I remember that I always ended up crying after spending my day with you and I did the same until I was 10 years old...I had stopped my stupid attitude when I was 10 years old.I had stand up myself and told myself to be strong not to cry anymore whenever after we met up.No one could ever understand how much I miss you after separated with you and how much I was sad after met you and then separated again with you..The long I stayed with you the more I'll be sad..I don't know when I realized that you'd the same feeling to against me...I don't which day is it I saw you waving to me when we were separated..I saw you waving to me right after my parents fetched me and the van had move far away from your house...you're still waiting outside and waved to me...And from that day,I know and realized that you're so lovely and so sweet to me...I miss you even more right after I realized about it..

#Now playing OASIS BY BEAST#

This song make me think of I always wrote letter to you and we always replying each other letter..no matter what...to tell each other how was our day...because that moment we didn't have any computer .So we used letter to keep in touch with each other....I remembered that i get jealous and envy with you when you reply the other person's letter and not mine..I get really mad of it and thinking of it so long..And after that we didn't write letter again to each other but then we still as close as we do.

#After the song OASIS was playing it was turning to YET BY BEAST#

~Got myself woke up from my flashback and looking at outside the rain was not that heavy already~

And now the song of YET reminded me that it had passed a while already..Perhaps it was about 10 years already.We were not that close already..Maybe it was due to our age..You were older than me and you got your own thought that was more mature than mine and I got mine which you thought it was childish.And this 10 years passed,we both had changed a lot.You become a much much mature person already and so do I.I also had grown up and not the little girl you used to know already..And now whenever we met we didn't have that much topics to talked with already.Perhaps it was due to our difference of age...you're born in 1989 and I'm 1993..It s a quite much different of age of it...One is 80s people and one is 90s people..So it was normal that we both were not that close now....

!!!Stop playing the song!!!

#My mum is calling me right now so I just have to stop here right now#

Walked away from the cushion that I'm sitting while outside was wet and the rain was not that heavy already...The rain was about to stop already....