Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Useless daughter

Ever since I got my result,umma keep nagging on me even scold me for being immature and didn't help her to get "revenge" of it...
I just looking umma when she nagging at me like this :

When she nagging more and more I turned to this and tears staring flowing through my cheek..eyes getting red :
And then I will cry out and questioning myself why is it I have to did like this to her until umma get very disappointed with me...It was all my fault..I'm an useless daughter for her...can't help her at all...
Cry and cry questioning myself that I 'm such a useless daughter for my parents...Without me they might will live in more better than with my appearance in this family...

전 집에있어요.


It's been a while I din't update my blog because I was really busy with my fanfic in http://www.asianfanfics.com/ I can't stop from writing it..continue and continue just like that i always continue writing it....But now I had back...I will try to update my blog again.Won't let it be alone again...XDD
I learn this kind of selca from CUBE FAMILY...They had teach me taking selca like this...^^

HEART TO HEART - 4MINUTE


Heart to heart...4MINUTE NEW SONGS NEW ALBUM...LOVE THE SONG A LOT

Friday, February 25, 2011

고려.


Wow..
I learn a lot of things during these days of holiday while waiting for my exam result..
I had learn of house work such as cooking and every thing..
I had learned how to cook soup, sweet soup and many more..
I even know how to fried foods and vegetables...
These holidays really got a lot of things that I had get from it..
It was not useless or wasting holiday for me....
I also had reached to the world of reality too by my mum's nagging..
My mum keep nagging about me..
Making me wake up from my dreams..
Even though I still hold tight with my own dream....
Dream are not what we live for whole live...
Just something that motivate us but can't be live with dream only..
Need to be realistic...
Maybe what my mum said was true..
"STOP DREAMING ALREADY!"
"AND BE REALISTIC!!"
Perhaps she's right about it..
Perhaps I should put down my dream of being translator or anything else and just be a School teacher..
Maybe that dream of mine just can be my hobby after I done my work...
Yeah!!I made up my mind....Be a school teacher....
And that dream of mine just bear in my mind and keep it...
I can learn Korean right after I done my work(this is reference to the future)
Yeah,who said be a teacher can't learn Korean??Or any foreign languages?No,No one isn't it..So I can have it as my hobby after my work..
A part time activities right after I done my work..
SO yeah my mum was right..besides being a teacher what else I can do??
Nothing at all....
Besides being a teacher,all the jobs that are available just didn't have a permanent salary at all...
Perhaps,being a teacher is my pathway to live on in th future...
Okay I had decide that be a teacher and Learning Korean languages is my part time activities...

화이팅!!!


From today I'll try my best to learn Korean..
I'll use it in my blog when I was posting something...
So I can Improve it!!!
화이팅!!!
모두들 화이팅!!!
내가 믿습니다.



Hwaiting!!!!

해피 데이!



해피 데이!흥분!
Happy day!Excited!
So excited with the upcoming Shock MV(Japanese version)
I'd been looking forward it so much..I can't wait for it so much..
It was tonight!
Tonight will be the night...
The special night...
Yesterday i was unhappy and now,today I'm so happy and excited with tonight!
Can't long for it!!!!!!!!!!

나쁜 일.


Yesterday was a bad day for me...
My mum was nagging about me for whole day...
It was such a hard day for yesterday...
!!!!!!!!!!!!
Such a bad day yesterday..It was hard to go through yesterday..
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